Page 107 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 9

REALITY DAWNS UPON HIM ALONE .........
joy and go through all difficulties and delays relying on Him and His word and never give up. Everything is for Him and myself too. Whatever happens I shall keep to this aspiration and self-giving and go on in perfect reliance that it will be done.”The swaying in our condition is all too familiar to sincere practitioners in the path. There is absolute need to be vigilant all the time. Because when our condition is good, the lower movements of the mind have a tendency to subside and be quiet, hiding as it were, or they remain at a distance. But if we were to lose vigilance they slowly begin to rise and draw near, most often unnoticed. And when we are off our guard surge up suddenly. This happens quite often and until our whole nature, physical, vital, mental and the subconscious plane too, get enlightened and conscious of the Divine always. Till this happens one must always remain watching in a sleepless vigilance.
We are all aware of the deep calm and Silence within that has been acquired during meditation and prayer. Sometimes we take an attitude of going on with the calm within and slowly changing what to be changed and postponing certain things for the future. Though this is not a wrong attitude as such this makes us somewhat lazy
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