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much better, more authoritatively he talked about it. There are basic instincts of “Eros and Thanatos” as he puts it, in love and death and then both these things are governing you. They are impulses, drives, you can’t help it. That takes you to the concept of Kama and Krodha being accepted by Babuji as divine gifts. But once he says that it is a divine gift I think I have not come across a perverse sadhaka so far who would say that he would enjoy the gift given. I have not come across. I should not be surprised if I come across one because we are capable of such twistings. Babuji himself has said Sir that this is so, so I would like to be that. The devil quoting the scripture, it does it.
This may be taken as the first step towards vairagya or renunciation, and our thought is then set on something better and nobler”. Once we want to get out of these things naturally our thought is the other side. “Our duty is to grasp it firmly.” These suggestions come to you during your mediations that you should come out of it, you definitely get it and he says it is your duty to grasp it. Master is not going to grasp it for you. Master enables an environment in which such a thing is possible for you “and stick to it at all cost.” No, “Sir, I know that I should get up early in the
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