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preparedness for whatever that is given. That which is given, should be satisfying to me. This is the reason why majority of our abhyasis write to us “Sir yesterday’s meditation was very good, today’s is not good”. Whatever is given to you, you better take it. You move on, move on and on. No, sir that day I had an experience that experience is not coming to me again sir. It will not come. In a static path that is possible. If you are going to be stagnant it is possible. If you are moving eternally, if you are moving continuously, if you are in a system that is dynamic can you repeat the experience? Will you be standing at the station of Nagpur on your way to Delhi unless you end your journey there or some break down of the train is there? You will move on. No, we want the same experience. Last Basanth it was very good Sir, this Basanth it is not good. How can Basanth be good at some time and how can it be bad at some other time is not a question at all for us. That was satisfying to me, this is not satisfying to me. Yesterday it was a good sitting Sir, today it is not a good sitting Sir. Yesterday I was not aware of the mosquitoes Sir, today I am aware of the mosquitoes Sir. What to do? What to do with this type of approach? Now that is what he tells next.
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