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CRAVING OF THE SOUL
to be? If you remain yourself in the state of silence, God knows how to work through you and Babuji asserts in my system every abhyasi I make use of him and many miracles do happen because of me. He says it but then are there abhyasis? Have we allowed ourselves to be as dead bodies or corpses in the hands of the Master? Have we surrendered? Have we become that devout? Put these questions, aspire for that condition. I am sure the company of the Divine will grant you that. I am not a negativist. I am a confirmed optimist, I am a rabid optimist if I can put it. My faith in others always goes, every day, the more I fail the more I succeed in having my optimism. Every failure makes me feel that we can still work better. The deficiency is mine, we can always try to better it because you have been taught a lesson where you fail. So succeed, learn the lesson, don’t find fault with others.
“All the fibers of our being become spiritualised, and Reality begins to radiate”. Now the most optimistic statement of the Master “I am preparing such souls”. We are not left. He has not said to us that you are a set of useless stuff, you have no aspiration, you are good for nothing fellows, you don’t do your sadhana properly. He knows all that. He knows that we don’t do our sadhana
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