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by replacing in its place nobler thoughts. When we try to replace them with other mundane concerns it is not all that easy to control sensual thoughts. But for this alone saints and sages went to forest.
13. During first half of the month there was some frustration and felt like I was continuously fighting with lower vrittis. With Master's Grace frustration and conflict has reduced a lot, but still need more control over lower vrittis.
Frustration at what ? Yourself ? Your effort ? The lower tendencies of our mind is our making while the energy itself is what He has given. Your effort at B and A point meditations has to be more sincere and purposeful. What we should do we should. Inshah Allah is good poetry and bad practice.
14. Few times I observed that I lost awareness of body and surroundings after prayer or Meditation on Point B.
Prayer before morning meditation or bed time is placing ourselves before the Master consciously our lowly nature. How can then any one get into unawareness? Obviously you are not doing the
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