Page 152 - Three Truths and Trillion Doubts

1. After coming back from Hyderabad, I had slipped in my sadhana a little bit, I am not sure how it happened but it did.
After an intense exposure to the spiritual atmosphere, it generally happens we tend to take some less interest in sadhana. This was our experience whenever we went to Master/Basant Celebrations etc., and came back. So there is nothing special for you to worry about.
2. Also in last 2-3 weeks there has been a lot of pressure from work side, that has affected my Sadhana schedule and I have had to adjust the timings of my meditation.
If you understand that sadhana does not mean just the meditations and cleaning sessions and following the ten commandments of the Master is the path then your work itself becomes worship. Do not treat work independently of your sadhana.
3. There is extreme impatience at times to reach Master bordering on despondence.
When he is within you and radiating where else are you going to reach. It is always the task of undoing our creation and allowing him to express- that is sadhana.
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