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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
feel like going back to “Smoke and Vapours method”. I do not understand why there are such swings in my mood in following the method.
It is wrong on your part to switch the methods. Do not switch the methods of meditation /cleaning without the consent of the trainer. It can harm you.
16. Cleanings have been ok with light to heavy activity in my back. Feel light after the cleanings. I think that to contemplate on the feelings after cleanings, I should leave a gap of at least a couple of minutes between my evening cleaning and 9 pm prayer
Ideally there should be a gap of few hours. As woman you have your problems with children and household work therefore try to make the best possible adjustment leaving everything to the will of the Master.
17. Once I felt lying in dirty water and am getting cleaned. On 29th, felt brotherly feeling for other sadhakas.
It is very amusing to note that you think of lying in dirty waters and get cleaned. Cleaning means coming out of dirt. During cleaning sessions
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