Page 10 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Morning Meditation
1. I have been regularly attending my morning meditation. I felt very calm, peaceful, refreshed and absorbed. Thoughts that arose during meditation have been mostly mundane in nature relating to my job (checklist of things to do) and home but consciously I tried to be unmindful of them. I was not bothered much by those thoughts.
Calm, peaceful and refreshed are all related to feelings related to our self. What is more important for us to note is whether our effort at feeling the presence of the Divine is had and what are the accompanying feelings. Though this may take some time our attention is to be towards the Divine only.
2. I feel the quiet most of the time during meditation. There were thoughts about love of the Master towards us and the feeling that he is our protector. I get absorbed in the meditation most of the days. I saw sun with red hue on the horizon and another day I saw bright sun in the blue sky. I saw a white swan once. Also one day I saw that there was something like a feet coming out of the ground.
When churning takes place there is lot of froth and no one should confuse that to be butter. Froth is only an indication of things to come.
3. During meditations I occasionally experienced lull and also at times had thoughts on our system / Master.
We should be attentive to our internal condition and lull is not a desirable condition.
4. Occasionally I loose total consciousness of self and surroundings and my tongue goes under the teeth on the right hand side.
This is not correct. You must try to be on the thought of the divine light without luminosity and ignore thoughts that may arise. Please consult a doctor regarding your tongue getting twisted. It should not happen; but the problem may be you may be meditating in a different way and expecting that to be in a state of lull is superior condition. Such notions are no good.