Page 111 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

If you learn how to pray in the real sense you have reached the goal. Therefore your task would be to pray with sincerity and improve on that.
10. Though I do repent for the wrongs committed and beg forgiveness, the mood is yet to get supplicant. The resolve not to allow repetition of the same is getting more resolute.
Regarding the 10th Commandment prayer becomes deeper by the day and finally we remain only in the state of prayer. You will surely see that happening to you by the grace of the Master.
11. Feeling that what ever mistake I have done, please forgive me not repeat the mistake again.
That is the method. Are you really able to place before Master your wrongs item wise and have you repented for them first? Then only the question of forgiving arises.
12. Feeling that, please give me the strength for follow the Masters commandments strictly.
Master has already given you everything. It is for you to determine yourself strongly and implement them.
13. Praying before the Master for better life for my children and abyasis.
The method is to repent for the mistakes we have committed and seek pardon of the Master and remain in a mood of devotion to Master. Prayer for the good of others whoever they are shows only attachment and that means the basic Vairagya has not developed.
14. Feeling of repentance for having forgotten Master for so long and gotten indulged in play and pleasure.
Such a repentance is of no practical value in sadhana except in the beginning. Having moved in the path considerably to think of the problems we had before we started our journey is only wasting our energies and resources.
15. The state of mind has been more balanced than previous months. At the same time the mental dispostion is turning more inwards. Master’s