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selves rather than sadhana or even Master for that matter. You may furnish reports in such a manner that there is a summary of the conditions rather than date wise your meditations which really have not communicated anything to me. How you feel during meditation and after meditation and how you feel after cleaning and what was the intensity of prayer are some indicators to study the condition.
3. It is necessary that the abhyasis are asked to maintain the diary; whether they do it or not is their wisdom.
4. You should try to understand the system. You are to write what type of thoughts that arise rather than saying you get thoughts. If you do not get thoughts what else would you get ¬stones? Read Masters messages clearly and also try to understand what we write in Bodhayanti Parasparam.
5. You have not as a matter of fact furnished any thing about your condition except the feeling of gratefulness. That itself is a big gift. Unless we have a glimpse of the planes in which your mind dwells it is not possible to evaluate properly the condition. It is important to know the shades of difference between the various types of feelings.
6. You are developing sensitivity and that is a good sign. Submissive state will not permit you to think of other issues to do. Try keeping single pointed orientation on your goal and be attentive to the thoughts that emerge. These thoughts you will note will not be yours but they emerge.
7. You arementioning only about the meditations and there is nothing reported about the cleaning process or the prayers. The reports show the concern for your selves rather than sadhana or even Master for that matter. You may furnish reports in such a manner that there is a summary of the conditions rather than date wise your meditations which really have not communicated anything to me. How you feel during meditation and after meditation and how you feel after cleaning and what was the intensity of prayer are some indicators to study the condition.
8. I have gone through the report and I thought that I should clarify certain details.
a) Any report has meaning only when it reports something. I cannot make any sense of it if your report is too sketchy and evasive.