Page 134 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

If you observe yourself during sleep time or when you close your eyes there is a luminosity which is not all that bright.
g)Mercy: I do not have mercy with small animals, Cockroaches, mosquitoes
True. We need not annihilate anything. We have other more ecological aides.
h)Non dual experience: Sorry. I donot know what it means
This is a matter of experience during meditation when the observer is not there nor the observed. There is simple awareness.
i) Crossing the barriers of being: When awareness is also lost during meditation we enter into this phase.
j) Entertaining more than one as important in sadhana: Please, this means have only one guide?
One Master, one method that is the way
k)Imagining Divine will entertaining doership: I am not sure what this means.
This is a process in mind when a thought or action arises we tend to think that though we know it is only our will we think it to be divine will.
l) Ignorance is Bliss: I know this but intellectually.
When we come to a state where we are totally absorbed in the thought of the Master that the thought itself becomes absent there is still a happiness better termed as Bliss. This is a state in the 5th Knot.
More on Self Evaluation:
1. The general condition you report should be naturally brief. You must start your report with meditation and next about evening cleaning and then about 9 p.m. prayer and then lastly about the bed time prayer.
2. You are mentioning only about the meditations and there is nothing reported about the cleaning process or the prayers. The reports show the concern for your