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11. I do not have any problems in life. I have realized that most of the problems are actually not problems, but my holdings only. Holding of thoughts as events unfold on it’s own. I am feeling light from heart to head and I am submitting to Rev Master all my thought patterns. Thought pattern has become light. In effect I am trying to implement whatever I am reading in the books in a natural way.
I am very happy to hear this. Keep company with the Master and everything falls in line.
12. We are very sorry, as we have little things to express right now, but it seems that we can feel something from the sittings we receive from you only during the next hours, as if they were so subtle that we could feel only the effects and we do feel them.
You are sufficiently sensitive. To think only when we are excited we are sensitive is not proper. Excitement is not all that welcome in real spirituality. Balance, calmness, quiet and silence are the feelings that really reflect our spiritual status.
13. I will continue to report what I feel and experience, so that you can provide any feedback. I can't invent conditions which I do not perceive, i.e. which are not there.
If one is asked to see through the microscope an organism the student has to see that way only and not what his attention takes him to. Perceptions and experiences we have needs to be corroborated what the forerunners in the path have stated. We should not invent conditions and no sincere seeker does that. If you do not perceive certain conditions it is a problem of your sensitivity.
14. According to my practice I meditate every morning at least one hour. Point A and B automatic react on suggestions. Afterward it often continue in Atman. Often I feel small reaction in the pind desh and small reflection of being in the para brahmand mandal and beyond. I often feel empty in my mind as a blank mirror without thoughts but stillness and conscious being. Where small waves of reaction can come up as impression.
Please take my observations now as plain and straight forward statements and I have no intentions to hurt you. The meditation on point B is only for 10 or atmost 15 minutes before the start of morning meditation. To say that it is