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meaning to the sadhana itself.
3. I am trying to be tolerant to the situations by diverting my mind on Master’s sayings.
I do not think that that is the way. If the nature of the problems that challenge your peace is not mentioned this type of sentence would mean nothing but waste of time.
4. After completing the Self evaluation tool, have come to see many deficiencies that I was unaware of earlier. At the end of the assessment, I feel I have been very optimistic in my evaluation.
Leave the habit of judging yourself and others.
5. Dear Sir, I am sorry that this is a long report and a much delayed one. Please forgive me. I shall try to send more frequently going forward. I don'thave the courage to write to you but with the push from our Trainers, I have finally finished writing my first report. Please let me know if you need the report in any specific format.
It is all fine. I should be happy to hear monthly about your meditations, purification sessions and prayers and also how you comply with the commandments in precise terms. You can talk to Trainer on this. As for the format I have not thought of any so far and may be the institute may come forward with some suggestion in this regard. Some how it appears it is my misfortune that persons are afraid of me and lack courage as you say to write to me, though I welcome all so long as proper etiquette is maintained.
6. What could you tell me about my condition?
Unless I have some details about your mediation practices and cleaning practices including Prayers it is difficult to say anything more than that you are under the guidance of a good woman trainer in sister Trainer. I have seen your mail to her and would ask you to wait for the Pranahuti offered by her to percolate into your system. Patience and perseverance are the true means in sadhana. When the condition that is given during sitting or felt after some time gets absorbed in the system there will be no feeling. That is the meaning of having absorbed the condition. In any learning process there will be a Plateau and certain upward movement. Unless earlier condition is fully assimilated there cannot be any