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Control of Mind
1. It was calm during meditations on most of the days but not quiet on some days. It was not disturbing but some activity used to be there which was not clear at all.
No activity of the mind or total absence of thoughts is possible only when you die. Read the articles on Control of Mind and Concentration several times so that you can understand this system which is not the same as other systems.
2. During meditation I had imperience of various conditions. (a) I did not experience holding of thought. (b) Sometimes very unsettled feeling throughout. But perseverance was there with a feeling that this too shall pass. (c) Many times very settled feeling that I am satisfied to be in His thought. (d) Thoughts on gift of Pranahuti and Rev Master’s methods especially cleaning. (e) Social thoughts towards betterment of others. (f) All outside thoughts are based on recent events only mostly based on what I read in papers. (g) Very rarely I get thoughts of people who helped me in my education and job. (h) 1 hour of meditation goes of very fast and there is uniformity of feeling in the 1 hour.
During meditation meditate as prescribed and do not engage yourself in all sorts of thought whether they are good or bad is not a point at all. What you have listed cannot be classified as imperience as they are all floating thoughts that is descriptive of the Kshipta state of mind. The conditions of imperience relate mostly to the conditions mentioned in the book “Towards Infinity”.
3. Except for few times, I did not remember holding of thoughts.
No thought ever holds us; it is our mind that tries to play with them.
4. Meditated at around 6:30 AM. Felt lighter on many days in spite of the thoughts coming on father’s health. Felt expansion on one day. Felt lowliness on many days.
This only shows your vikshipta state of mind.


























































































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