Page 144 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
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Spirituality
1. I was out of station for a week and during that period I had physical ailment with muscular cramp rendering me immobile and hence could not do the Puja. Unfortunately during that spell the predominant thought has been on the ailment and not on God! Felt bad for not being enthusiastic even about Puja.
I can only share my experience. I have these cramps and muscle pulls every day and that too the cramps last over several hours. But my Masters love is such that I do attend to my sadhana and also I am useful to some extent atleast for others. Body has to be given due attention but always less importance vis a vis spirituality.
2. I feel peace again, but I cannot say if this is because the environment is changed or if it is because my condition is changed.
Could it not be both? '0' or '1'may be good for computers. Does it apply to life and more so to spirituality?
3. General thoughts: Thoughts about self improvement and improvement in following natural path. Feel need for better understanding of self.
Please follow the system as it is advised and you will find the progress yourself and we should as a rule never anticipate or expect results in spirituality.
4. After nearly two month practising in ISRC, little by little my life change. It's lighter.
When we feel lighter that means our load has been shed to some extent. Spirituality is in fact a science of becoming lighter by the day and you should be happy about your condition.
5. My Sadhana has been very periodical in the past few months. At certain weeks I was very regular and then at other weeks there was a lack interest and orientation and I was not feeling like doing meditation at all.

























































































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