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Since the illusory self is dominant this problem is there. Know that spirituality means the effort of life energy to succeed over inertia and this is a divine drama in which we are participants either aware or unaware. When actively participate in the sadhana of PAM we are cooperating with the Divine and that is the real meaning and happiness in life.
6. Guiding others in spirituality, though a very difficult task, has emerged like a feeling of devotion. It is new, still distant and unclear, and surprising me : I used to think that I am not able nor willing to become able for such a task in which I had no real interest, that I do not care that much about others to invest my precious time in that, and that I do not want to play the guru.
Have you ever seen a fragrant and fully blossomed flower not giving out its fragrance? We are all, I mean all the human beings, such beautiful flowers in the garden of the Lord and shall one day or the other blossom and give out fragrance. You are ripening and blossoming. Wait and see the marvels of the Lord.
7. In short, our commitment is not admitted being good and beneficent by people who surround us.
Dear brother please do note that I am in no better position. But my love for transformation and the need I felt to reciprocate the gesture of divinity in helping me accomplish such a task, has made me take very bold decisions. It is normal in any spiritual growth we go through the stages of (1) Ridicule (2) Disgrace (3) Defamation (4) Defeat (5) Disease, before we are accepted as persons of different order and values. This requires courage and discipline and Master wanted Lions and not sheep.
8. I am able to think of the master more and more.
Who are the others whom you think about in the context of spiritual life? Thoughts are context relevant and this should be understood while writing our condition. Otherwise you will end up as the Kumhar (hope you know the story)
More on Spirituality:
1. The language of feeling is learnt only when we are silent and that is the language of spirituality or God.