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13. After coming back from Bhandaras, regular in Cleaning. Missed the practice a couple of occasions.
This is due to the fact you are already full and there is no space inside to do any work. This is the experience of almost all the aspirants.
14. Just a little mail to ask you if you'll give us sittings tomorrow morning (during celebrations)?
During the days of celebration it is not proper etiquette towards Master to give or receive individual sittings. We must try to be in his thought and in his consciousness eschewing all other notions. There is a torrential pour of grace of Master these days to which you may tune yourself. I mean to say that the ritual of sitting will not be there today.
15. During Basanth Celebrations: Felt light and calmness. Had thought of a dead body being carried. Had thought of Sri Ramakrishna and Sarada Devi. Felt thankful to them. (School days I used to read books published by Ramakrishna mission for young children).
It is good that you start experiencing the transiency of life. That is the beginning of the journey.
16. I am not sure if its right attitude this time felt a pinch of pain when celebrations got concluded.
If we continue to have the presence of the Master in the heart even after the conclusion of the celebrations this problem will not be there.
17. Celebrations: (a) Jan 30: Felt empty, silent and humble. Felt Navy blue and black colours. (b) Jan 31: Felt light steadily. Felt Master in me. Until then I felt there was a feeling of separation. Had an inexpressible feeling that day and was reminded of Master’s statement. Felt gratitude and utter humility. (c) Feb 1: Felt helpless and just submitted everything. Felt wonder, bliss and happy after satsang.
These statements reveal the nearness you have with the Master and the realms beyond the Pind are becoming nearer. The perception of the color blue is confirming this also.

























































































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