Page 201 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Soul
1. Felt calm and light. Felt assurance and devoted. Felt thoughts, things come and go but only Atman is permanent. Felt all are one in one Consciousness beyond the body limits.
Atman means at+man that is that which thinks and moves. Brahman means Bru+man that which thinks and grows. Atman gets transformed into Brahman. Atman and Brahman are the worst complicated terms in Vedanta. If Atman does not become Brahman there is no yoga possible. Please read the literature of Master more carefully. If need be attend the course of Introduction.
2. Atman and Bramhan: Is it individual consciousness/ universal consciousness respectively?
Atman means one that thinks and moves and Brahman means that which thinks and grows. This is the greatest explanation to these terms given by Rev. Lalaji Saheb. You can read more in our literature if necessary.
Ego
1. In Oct because of a new baby sometimes I had less sleep and felt too tired to sit for my morning meditation. On a few days I could not persist & sit.
The mere fact that you are repeating this point in this mail makes it clear that you are trying to convince yourself about your performance. It is a peculiar twist of ‘ego’.
2. I am unhappy that I have got involved in an activity that is taking away lot of time and energies. I feel I should never get into such projects again. The work on the house is going on and should be complete by 10th of December.
Atman and Brahman