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happiness for being in His company. Happiness is our true nature and let us not lose it for anything in this world (Pleasure???)
12. Attitude: Feelings of dependency on Master are increasing but sometimes there is the feeling of being absolutely useless/ worthless and during such times I try to pray sometimes and other times do mundane things like repairing things at home just to feel better.
Insignificance is not uselessness. You have potential and that has to be used for the divine. Your notion is a remembrance of the trash of so called religion. Read literature properly.
13. Need help. The interest in investments is still there, though I do not do it anymore.
What am I supposed to do in this regard? You are a seeker of recognition and wise investments as they say get such reward. You goal clarity is not there and that is the problem. I have written a lot on this subject and it is for you to read them and understand.
14. To the extent possible I try and copy the Master. For example when aching in meditation I thought the Master is suffering. The thought arose Master would not think much & would continue with his work. I tried doing the same. When thoughts came during meditation
thought of handing them over to the Master and Master seemed to nullify them. When feeling happy about my new job, I thought the Master is enjoying and immediately I felt settled. What you write so far as I understand is that you think all is being by the Master. This is no copying Him. Read his biography and autobiography to understand more as to what he actually practiced. Do not confuse yourself. Wrong suggestions that you give to yourself can do harm in the long run. Be courageous and face the situations rather than assume that you have handed over everything to Master. The articles on Surrender, Constant remembrance etc., of the Institute can help you. This it is needless to say is in addition to your understanding the subject by reading Masters’ works.
15. During a recent training program one Aspirant asked how does Pujya Sriramchandraji’s explanation of Creative decent compare the theory of Evolution.