Page 199 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 9

Purification..is there any end to this!
Dear associates in the Path,
I am happy to be with you all again on the auspicious occasion of the birthday of Pujya Lalaji Maharaj. We have been treading the path assiduously and progressing in the path. Most of us attend to the routine meditation practices and find certain amount peace and calm settling in us. We do feel the influx of Pranasya Pranaha and are immensely pleased about it most of the time. However when we contemplate over the thoughts that do come to us during meditations and even otherwise during our daily transactions we find certain thoughts hovering over us all the time.
We do find ourselves perambulating in a continuous circle, retracing the same steps year after year after year. Last Basanth the same thoughts, in the earlier one the same ones and now too! We all have areas in our lives where we are locked into patterns of behaviour that we have not been able to break. Each of us knows at some level, where we are stuck. The longer these behaviours exist, the easier it is to get used to living with them,