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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
its non compliance of the human norms of Truth, Non injury etc., Do not get into intellectualisation and miss the task on hand. There is lot of cleaning to do and many times we find ourselves choked with so many dishes in the dishwasher and how stinking they are!
15. I have to improve a lot in my craving and crying for the Master from my heart in my bedtime prayer. I am able to ask for the forgiveness for the wrongs done by me either knowingly or unknowingly. Also I am able to repent for the same. But still I have to improve lot.
That is but natural. As we advance more and more in spiritual life, even small defects appear like mountains. Purity does not permit impurity of any kind to keep company with it. That is the reason you feel the need to improve. But the essential attitude is to just surrender to Master during prayer.
16. Doing Bed time prayer regularly, but must improve on the quality.
Lapses we have; yet we do not consciously recollect and submit the same to the Master. This is mainly 117