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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
Sahasrara is not in our path a place to cross over. As a mater of fact even in tradition it is an anubhava charka and not a sadhana charka. You should follow what the master has given in his book “Towards Infinity’ and not get into notions about other systems which I think you do not have first hand knowledge. Even if you have you need to let them go for good.
18. During sittings, I have a unique sensation thorough out my head as if some force is gripping me to clean out the negativities.
Don’t you think that the gripping feeling you have reminds you of the concern of Master for our progress?
19. In one sitting I felt surrender to Master. Today’s' sitting I felt faith in the Master, absorbed in the condition. Peace and calmness observed during sittings and at almost all times. Sometimes I am awestruck after the sittings. Few jerks observed during satsanghs. A feeling of lightness after cleaning.
Happiness is a disposition. It is to be cultivated deliberately. This is achieved by remembering the presence of the Master in our heart. Faith has many
shades and only faith in us is lost the question of
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