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commandment 2 of the Master carefully and with love and devotion to Him.
15. During individual sittings nearly thoughtlessness condition bestowed on many days sir.
The concept of ‘bestowed’ puts me in a difficult situation to comprehend. You actually crave for such conditions is what I understand.
16. Felt a state of negation during the individual sitting?
Negation is a word that is used in many ways. What is the absence that is felt? Asserting the absence of a thing/person/event is one of the ways in which Nothingness is understood. You may kindly note in our system it is a positive concept and relates to a stage beyond Oneness which itself is beyond twoness.
17. During the individual sitting felt a very absorbed condition during the last moments. Initially thoughts about sahasrara. Filling of the complete body with some subtle light. Felt bliss and happiness.
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