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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
12. When in-absentia sitting is taken, the same level of absorption is not there when sitting in front of the trainer. Do not understand why that should be, since work is being done at the astral level.
The astral body is very closely positioned under normal circumstances to the physical body and that is the reason for the difference in quality and incidentally the need to go to the trainer for individual sittings.
13. I regularly take sittings from my trainer. Sometimes I take sittings from my husband also, but not regularly.
Your husband is your natural trainer. Both of you can work out your lives in such a manner Life becomes meaningful and light spreads in and around you. You can take sittings from your trainer also according to convenience.
14. During the individual sitting felt helplessness to have complete mergence with Him.
Mergence is not the goal as far as I know. To be united and remain united is Yoga. That is the practical way of looking at things. Read
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