Page 102 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

4th Commandment:
1. Sincere effort is on. More needs to be done.
This is one of the toughest commandments to understand. It requires to be read several times. If you go by the words of the Commandment with out reading the commentary of the Master on the same your understanding will be limited.
2. I am making sincere effort to be as simple as possible in my living and habits. Ego does raise its head once a while.
The idea of bringing in Ego in this connection is a bit far fetched.
3. During Morning Meditations, due to excessive involvement in the office activities, the state of mind is felt restive which is not enabling me to do sadhana in a settled manner. This state of mind is not only disenchanting but I feel repentant that it is affecting my orientation to the Master.
Why get into the muck and complain that it sticks. Read commandment four carefully and perhaps you will understand your problem.