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That means you are meditating all the while expecting to see the light which is not the proper method. Talk with your trainer and correct your method.
19. Thoughts come but then they gradually decline as meditation progresses except on few days. This happens on a few days in spite of attending to 'cleaning' properly on previous day.
Thoughts will come so long as we live. Dead bodies alone have no thoughts. The cleaning done on previous day need not bring thought less condition. This is simple greed and expectancy and they are not good for sadhana.
20. Thoughts used to come. At times found difficult to ignore them aside. However, most of the thoughts could not be recollected.
When you cannot remember the thoughts obviously you ignored them. How then do you say they could not be ignored? You should not pursue the thoughts and that is what is meant by ignoring the thoughts.
21. During Morning Meditation: Periods of silence followed by thoughts that Master is always with us helping us; Centered feeling with awareness of just being there without knowing where; Thoughts and feelings regarding equality of all; Thoughts regarding work, mainly related to planning; Thoughts to let go of attachment to various emotional feelings.
The way to meditate is to keep our attention on the divine light without luminosity not minding the thoughts that arise during meditation. How much of our attention is on that decides the quality of meditation. When you say that the thought of Master is always with us helping us you are in fact using plural (us) which makes it not a personal experience. Further the meditation on divine light has not any ingredient connected with helping you in various aspects of life. Please meditate as prescribed and donot justify the presence of anything however good it may for nothing is more good than the divine light.
22. During Morning Meditation: There is more naturalness; There is a plane of silence in spite of the thoughts; Sadhana related thoughts; Feelings of lowliness, gratitude; Experience of seeing a train going to the top of a snow covered peak.
All are self centred thoughts and some are materialistic. Without the accompanying feels the statements of the train or its going up the snow peak has