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no meaning. Materialistic notions of growth.
23. After the meditation, calmness were felt all the time.
Calmness is surely an indication of the Divine. But in what thoughts were you staying in calmness indicates your real inner condition. Try to be attentive for the same.
24. When thoughts mostly of recent nature came, I had the attitude of perseverance and I could meditate for 1 hour consistently.
Ignoring the thoughts is what you need to learn. Perseverance is not the word here: it would mean that you are reacting to the thoughts in your own way.
25. My morning meditations are completely stabilized when compared to the previous month. There was irregularity in Sadhana due to traveling back to California, jet lags and recouping to the daily life after 7 weeks of vacation in India.
The first sentence contradicts the second and in this way you really do not communicate anything. It is good that you have certified for yourself about the meditation. But there is no iota of information regarding the nature of meditation and the feelings there in. Cock also gets up earlier and crows!
26. Meditation: Thoughts of system AS IS comes and goes. The subsequent intellectual contemplation does not happen as it used to before. My involvement is feeble; Single point orientation, goal clarity, emptiness, determination in following the path are some of the other thoughts and related feelings; Many times I did not feel the passage of time; After meditation I continue for some time in meditative feeling in heart; I am not able to recollect any thought after meditation.
All these are fine. If you do not recollect it is not of much concern. But the thoughts immediately after meditation informs us of your real spiritual condition.
27. Thoughts arising during meditations are mostly initial time of meditation. None of the thoughts are disturbing the orientation towards light without luminosity; Most of the times unawareness of thoughts; The thoughts noticed were on the purpose of meditation, Ten Commandments,

























































































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