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Self centred! What do you mean? Which aspect of your self that was dominating your thought and only when you know such details any meaningful analysis can be made. You are to ignore and not try to ignore and continue the meditation and not think about the Master. Your understanding the method of meditation appears to be poor.
33. On few occasions there were some distracting thoughts during meditations and in the day related to getting experience letters from previous employers for my green card processing, dental issues and some issues at home which caused some anger and irritation.
If you do not meditate properly this would be the result. Anger and irritation on whom? Are you sure about your goals during meditation? Your greed and desire for comforts make you lose balance.
34. Predominant feeling during Meditation was to depend on Master and to come out of worldly attachments.
Meditation should be always on the Divine Light without luminosity. This attitude of changing the method of meditation is not good for sadhana
35. In most of the meditations mixed thoughts and none of them predominant.
It is sense to ensure that the thoughts during meditation are all related to Master and His work. Otherwise it is no meditation at all.
36. I found some of the thoughts during meditations are related to that day’s saying of the Master.
You are supposed to meditate on the thoughts of the day separately and not during morning meditations. During that time your attention should be only the divine light with out luminosity. Learn the methods assiduously and practice.
37. Sir, during meditation I have noticed that the orientation towards Divine light without luminosity is continuous and centered. Most of the times there was continuous awareness and attentiveness towards divine light without luminosity. Thoughts arising out during meditation are not disturbing the orientation.