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feel overworked and tired. Hope to get work streamlined. I am obliged to get your kind advice.
Bhogam is not confined to the times of meditattion, cleaning, dreams but it extends to areas of family and work place. We have to learn to accept every situation as divine blessings and also accept the role of trusteeship in all walks of life. You are progressing and fast at that. Faith is most important and that you have.
Will
1. I feel the need for service & sacrifice but I have been dragging my feet & feeling the pull of my attachments.
Wish and Will are in entirely different planes.
2. I obviously didn't understand everything... between the conscience of one's responsibility and the will to surrender to Master's will, I see a sort of contradiction and I don't know what to do. To be responsible or to surrender to Master's will. How may I manage my daily matters in Master's will? How may I be a father, loving and giving some advice, in Master's will? Is it possible or desirable?
When deep within we have surrendered to Master then acting according to His will is possible and even necessary. Many times however we think the Will of the Master should be in consonance with our Will and hence the friction. We must do our duty and that is a responsibility that is cast on us; the Divine Will is that we do our duty as a trustee of Master and not in any other relationship. Though this is difficult to practice always that is our goal so far as our daily life is concerned.
3. Pujya Sir, I informed in my previous report that my wife is in family way. Today we found out that the pregnancy is not proceeding and so will be aborted. Revered Master has given us the strength to face the new developments.
I am sorry to note that the pregnancy is not proceeding normally and is being