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aborted. All is His will. Learn to know that attachments are not sought but what we brought along with us. May Master bless you with courage and confidence to tread the path of the Divine.
4. Daughter's marriage yet to be settled.
Everything happens according to the will of God and one’s own destiny.
Owning up of Condition
1. I have been told that prefect and preceptors can keep the condition of the master. But normal abyasis need to go to sitting for keeping the spiritual condition. Off cause prefect need the same practice but they do not need the same attention since they have the gift to transmit?
Whether it is a prefect or Preceptor or an aspirant every one has to own up the conditions gained during meditations. In the case of Prefects and Preceptors there is a lively connection with the person who has permitted to work. Such a connection is not there in the case of aspirants. But if the introduction was done properly by the prefects/ preceptors namely diverting the flow of thought energy from the L level to U and the diversion of some portion of thought energy from U to Atman point and the connection was given to the master of the order the aspirants also will have the connection to the master continuously.
2. I humbly submit the diary synopsis of my sadhana for your kind perusal and guidance. I did not submit the diary synopsis for last so many weeks, a lapse for which I seek your kind pardon. Last few months of sadhana have passed without much clarity and proper focus on my part. For this state of mine I feel totally helpless and at times very depressed.
The concept of goal clarity was not well understood earlier and that is the probem. If one is determined to reach the goal clarity and focus will always be there but efforts may be lacking due to circumstances in life. Even then if the priorities are there fixed properly there should be no problem. To say you feel helpless and depressed after having moved considerably in the path is mainly because of NOT OWNING UP THE CONDITIONS GIFTED. How can any one who knows and feels the presence of the Master in the heart feel helpless or