Page 169 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Acceptance
1. I didn't feel anything special, except quietness.
This sentence underrates the value of Quiet which is the essential characteristic of the divine. The words “anything special except” reveals an expectancy of some other condition. Please learn the lesson of accepting what the divine grants.
2. Since I last wrote, I'm not aware of anything noteworthy to mention, but I wanted to reach out and convey my gratefulness to all that has been bestowed. The one abiding feeling is happiness and joy. Despite all the pain in the world, I am incredibly joyful --which perplexes me a bit, but I discount it with the thought that things are happening for a reason and ultimately, it is for the best. Nevertheless, I'm aware that I may be rationalizing just to make myself feel better.
I am also happy that you feel happy and joy under all circumstances and are prepared to abide by the will of Master. What better condition in spiritual life can one ask for? Please practice the system and feel its rewards. Please do visit us when you can and remember that your brothers and sisters here will be happy to be with you.
3. I have this impulse lately to do some kind of volunteer activity.
When the time is ripe opportunities arise automatically and the will of Master is the one by which we shall all abide.
4. After meditations, a restless feeling surfaces that I need to do more.
Restlessness after meditations arise mainly due to our not being satisfied with the meditation either in quality or quantum. In either case it is not a happy feeling to have. We should be happy with whatever is the condition accepting that as Masters blessings.
5. I would like to humbly share something. I have been going through changes at office, related to new responsibilities and newer areas to handle adding some stress. I am taking everything as part of my duty. My constant effort to be in remembrance of Master is helping a lot though sometimes I