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right. Subsequent morning meditations have been more "normal", but I decided to mention since it was out of pattern.
In the yogic system it is accepted that the Atman is located in the right side of the chest and that is the second knot about which Master has written. Congratulations. Now your Kasbi condition can be safely taken as knot 2.
11. Going forward I have decided to attend all training programs, first to learn and second to serve. This seems the least and the easiest means of service I can do. Trainer pointed there is no limit to sharing, sacrificing, however a plan helps to act & measure.
Philosophies are there but the will we have to develop. The first knot teaches the condition that nothing is ours and all is His and the consequences of that knowledge follow if that is real.
12. I have learned to trust nobody and experienced betrayal a lot, and each time through events of bigger importance and consequences. I still do not understand what is the correct attitude I should have, what is the lesson in this, if this is to push me to responsibility, if people show me a failure in my attitude that way (like being inattentive to them or unmindful of them). I am unable, though, to be untrustful (but maybe this is not trust but carelessness).
I think the problems are such though I do not know what your problems are. But for any situation the only attitude we can have is a trust in the universal law of JUSTICE. Trust is something that we should have on that principle or law of Justice. In spiritual life one is tested and burnt and hammered as much as an article or jewellery that is made from the precious metals. Be tolerant, be patient, have patience to develop patience, develop fortitude-I donot give you sermons. But these are required traits before one enters the realm of surrender (4th Knot).
13. Regularly felt some knots activated at the rear of the head. I felt benevolence coming from different people, some I know, some I don't. This awakened feelings of joy and gratitude. I was feeling a real brotherhood consisting in people who truly care one for the others, and I felt belonging to a family. It is the first time that I feel this so clearly, and I was naturally driven to give my prayers for them.
What more can I ask my Master than blessing all the human fraternity with the