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meditations (c) Feeling of compassion towards others (d) After some meditations remembrance of 2nd and 6th commandment was predominant. (e) In most of the occasions feeling of calmness and continue to sit for some more time. (f) General Condition: Feeling of compassion towards others. Whenever occasion comes or during discussion with colleagues/friends communicating message of Master and about system.
Over all I feel that you are trying to own up the conditions of knots I and 2. If you persevere in the path with care and diligence you should be able to own up the conditions of higher regions.
8. This month has been marked with crying during the meditation for no particular reason. It has happened at least six times. Sometimes there are voids and I don't remember what happens at that time. At other times, normal thoughts keep transiting whom I end up chasing for sometime and then come back to the heart.
It is good sign. It should be that the knot 3 is active for some reason or the other. Do not chase any thought good or bad; ignore them totally and it is not that difficult if you detach yourself from the thought.
9. Feelings during morning meditation: (a) Sir most of the meditations are oriented and predominantly felt closeness to Master with a feeling that I am sitting in the company of Master. (b) Sir, feeling of reverence towards Master and presence of Master were predominant in some meditations. (c) Sir, feeling of lightness and emptiness was there in some meditations. (d) Sir, in some meditations felt to serve others was predominant. (e) Sir, in some meditations felt that we are dependent on Master for everything. (f) Sir, in some meditations felt devotion towards Master. (g) Sir, in few meditations there was a feeling of vast emptiness with a feeling I am travelling in the vast space of emptiness.
These are all good but they donot reveal the actual states of consciousness. As a clue to you I may say that they will be related to the nature of the knots of Pind desh in different shades.
10. Last week near the beginning of the meditation, as I was observing the glow of Atman coming into view, I felt and saw a shift to the right side of my chest. Instead of the glow emanating from the left/center, it moved to the