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Miseries and Afflictions
Sufferings and Miseries
1. When all are one then why poverty is there?
When the same Electric Power works why is there a difference in the functioning of Fan, blub, computer screen and etc.,? Master has answered the question in many of his articles and it is better to read and understand the same.
2. Once when my ulcers in the throat were burning so badly that I had to literally walk around the house for one hour in the middle of the night not knowing what to do and the thought that would death be easier did cross my mind.
When did you face death that you think you can compare your pain with that? All this simple verbosity.
3. Know my weaknesses to some extent but the firmness in following the path is lacking.
I know nothing which brings more suffering as does an untamed, uncontrolled, unattended and unrestrained heart. Such a heart is sure messenger of suffering always. Instead if you can remember the Master rather than worry about your progress you may feel better.
4. Need help: (a) I desperately need help to get out of the problem of “Fear”. There are a few fears that are causing lot of trouble. (b) The fear that whatever I do is wrong or will be wrong is adding to the already existing confusion. (c) The fear that the mistakes would be blunders which would cause serious trouble in the spiritual pursuit.
These are all unfounded fear or apprehensions. It is an explicit sign of low self image you have. It is good and at the same time bad. Good because this promotes humility which you have already expressed in this mail. Bad because this will make you lose the faith you should have in reaching the goal. No one can harm us because everything is a result of past actions. Read commandments

























































































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