Page 206 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

7. Seeing my head was full of ants. After sometime, they all disappeared.
This relates to low self esteem and should be avoided by developing faith in yourself. Read the chapter on Faith in Reality at Dawn.
8. For about two months I was getting dreams related to the events happened during my school days.
This is getting off the past impressions or samskaras. Sometimes these dreams recur also and that is due to vasanas that may get fired due to similar situations now in life.
9. (Sitting) Felt like I was flying in the skies where there is absolute silence and all that I was hearing was the sound of my breath. I could not come out of that feeling even after the meditation.
These visions of flying relate to escapist psychology we develop in the initial stages of Vairagya. You may perhaps like to refer to the dictionary of dreams/visions in the book PAM and After Life.
10. During the wee hours, I got a dream where I saw an old, thin and skinny person meditating in a house that was not familiar to me at all. He was half naked (wearing nothing to cover his upper body). When I first saw this person his face was in the shadow. But when I went closer, it was Rev.Babuji. However that face quickly morphed into yours. I became very emotional with abundant love and ecstasy.
Your dreams are routine effect of your aspirations and donot reveal anything more than that. They are good in as much as they are pious.
11. On night at 1-30 early hrs I had a dream that I was shrunk in a small container and I was afraid in the dream and got awakened and I was shivering with fear which was uncontrollable. I had almost the same dream about a month back and then also I woke and felt the same fright.
The problem is directly related to Ego which is now threatened due to ageing. You think you cleaned yourself well and that is also one of the problems. You have a small box in which you put nicely all of you and yours and that is projecting itself in the sub conscious. Fear is unnatural for any spiritual person and it is always the problem of ego threatened. Genuine surrender is not with