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words. Try to be submissive to the will of God and things will get sorted out if you do not try to do something more wisely.
12. Now I don’t feel of having a sound sleep which I used to have earlier, it seems that most of the sleep is covered in dreams on almost all days. Now a days, I get dreams of very recent events, which are as if the impressions are being thrown out of the system. But for some, I am not able to recall. I would like to record a dream I had. I was traveling by train, As the train entered the station, I got up from sleep and a little later I realized that I was having a dream in which my Aunty (My father’s cousin sister) who passed away a year back was asking me why I came and I was replying that I came to attend a marriage. Only this much I remember, I was not at all thinking about her atleast consciously just before this though I can say that all my family members were quite attached to her and I happened to meet her little often during her last moments. Sir, I want to inform you about this dream as I felt like hit by a thought as I woke up. Secondly I also remembered her 2 to 3 times either during meditation or again in dream. Am I still attached to her? I am not able to understand this, as my interaction with her was quite normal.
Regarding the dream what does it matter whether the filth appears good and nice or dirty and foul? Remembering is a conscious activity. I really do not understand why you remember your aunt during meditation. You should know we remember what we can recall in memory. However much you may deny your attachment to her that it was there is a fact and that is what the dreams and meditations indicate – you should know human mind is like Moon. There is a dark side of the Moon which we do not know and is our dark side of our mind. If you understand the methodology of this system you should have known that you are supposed to ignore these thoughts. Not only you wasted your time; you thought it fit to ask me about this. Anyway I wrote what I know. Please attend to cleaning process very assiduously-remember to ignore trash that come in very splendid colors.
13. There were a couple of dreams around 3 am in which I was with your benign self and heard you saying something to this effect that I can comment on the diary notes of the brothers in the guiding sense. There was another dream early morning in which I was in a gathering of associates, may be for celebrations, and I was with you in the first floor of a house and your family was downstairs.