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I have already several times clarified that the word “Nothingness” cannot be used loosely and it is please note a blasphemy. Feeling lighter or heavier arises only in the case of cleaning and not as an effect of meditation. Good meditations lead to keeping our mind constantly on the Master and it will be God Centred and self Centred.
55. During Morning meditations, felt deep calmness on some days. Oneness is felt on some days.
Oneness with what and how do you delineate the same? Are you sure you are out of all the Five Kosas influencing you? Be truthful in assessment.
56. This month, during meditations, felt various unknown/ vague impressions (work related, undue attachments) going out during the meditations. Sometimes they were disturbing during the meditation. After the meditation didn’t remember them.
When devotion ripens you will feel a perceptible change.
57. During Morning Meditations, Deep silence and stillness is observed; Feelings of being balanced is observed; Feelings of master is God and the only power to bring me upto the Ultimate stage are there; Feelings of love and devotion towards master have increased.
All these statements are good. But it is not clear whether you had all these four feelings on all days or were they on different days. It cannot be that you have had no other thoughts and you had only these thoughts all the time. There is need to be clarity in expressing your state of mind during meditations.
58. During Morning meditation, felt going into hitherto unknown depths with deep calmness; Deep Silence is being observed; Blankness.
Watch out whether this is not just stupor. The best way to know that is to note the thought immediately after the meditation.
59. Somedays there are lot of thoughts that are going out, I am able to ignore many. But thoughts of work to be done, work not done and mistakes that have been committed persist.
Ignoring does not mean you will not have them. You have them therefore you