Page 20 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
P. 20

conclusions can be drawn about your condition based on this material.
46. The feeling of restlessness for the Goal is so intense that the experiences during meditation are not charming to the heart.
This attitude is anti-spiritual and should be curbed at all costs as it borders on ingratitude. Learn to receive what ever you get with gratitude.
47. Morning meditation: Vertical expansion felt (Mahat or swadharma?) Sookshmana sareer filled with light.
Vertical expansion of what? If it is an internal condition of feeling as if expanded it is alright or otherwise it is sheer folly in thinking. The expansion has nothing to do with Mahat which is a principle of evolution and refers to the stage after Prakrti. The vertical expansion has nothing to do with Sookshma sareer. Do not waste your sadhana in these silly notions but try to keep your mind on the Master as far as possible.
48. Morning meditation progressed quite smoothly starting with the spontaneous idea that I am His body; a feeling of vastness coupled with transcendent peace, clear idea of His company and prayer for total mergence in Him were there. There was awareness of union but there was also this desire that some degree of separation or duality to be there for admiration and obeisance of the Divine Beloved. There is the feeling of ‘one’ and ‘two’ prevailing at the same time as if it were one or the other state coming into view depending on the emphasis given to it. We may say it is union in separation and vice versa both coexisting in harmony.
When we try to imitate the Divine, words surely have no place. One has to become deaf and dumb too and then the messages of Silence are heard in the heart. Language is one of the barriers which we have to cross as it has an uncanny capacity to captivate in its flowery flow. Awareness of dependency is a gross condition though much poetry and slokas have into world literature.
49. During Meditation, the attention was on heart beat where a synchronous rhythm with the gentle pulsations at the occipital prominence.
The alleged synchronicity between heart and occipital prominence is a sheer illusion and you are advised to meditate as prescribed rather than imagine things.


























































































   18   19   20   21   22