Page 21 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

50. During Meditation, felt void state.
Void is not a state. When we enter into that condition there is no duality and the question lost into nothingness etc., expressions are unhealthy imaginations. You are advised to refrain from imaginations.
51. Morning meditations: Feeling a thread of silence running parallel amidst the thoughts that come and go. The thoughts at times are related to sadhana or impending tasks of the day. I am learning the aspect of waiting on Him. Generally there is a lightness of being after meditation and a charge over the body. Point B meditation has a melting feeling on the heart that steadies the meditation on Divine Light.
These are normal condition we feel during meditations.
52. During the second half, after meditations felt humility, obedience to Master and a subtle emptiness after meditations.
The key word is humility and we should practice it always.
53. Commandment 1, I rate as good. Morning meditations at around 7:30 AM. Felt lighter and calm. On many days, felt head bending down and had a doubt whether it is absorption or sleep. Had a concern about how to develop alertness. Feeling of serving attitude to Master on some days. Some of the days, felt absorption for the first half and there were thoughts during the second half with no feeling.
You rate yourself as good in the matter of compliance of this commandment which states you should rise before dawn and offer prayer and say simultaneously that you meditate at 7:30 A.M. That is your wisdom.
You are supposed to meditate on the divine light without luminosity and not have concern about to keep alertness etc. Serving attitude or other attitudes have no place during meditation; they are the traits to be developed in our daily living. Absorption in what and thoughts on what without knowing these no comments can be made.
54. Felt restless about progress. On few days, had a feeling of nothingness for few moments by His Grace. After meditations, felt lighter.