Page 222 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

4. Intellect is a dirt that sticks where it should not.
Power Grossness
1. Apart from the surfacial reasons, my general inner condition is one of lack of interest and motivation in all day to day activities. The feeling of detachment though not felt intensely at conscious level yet it is the predominant feeling. This is reflecting in my sadhana also as it is reaching lethargic proportions. I am consciously trying to practice diligently.
The merchant who got a piece of turmeric thought he is a grocer so says Master. How can lethargy and lack interest develop unless there is complacency about the task at hand? All your problems are due to lack of proper sadhana and accumulation of power grossness. My advice is consciously practice the remembrance of the Master and leave the self conferred competency of diligent practice.
Karmic Law
1. In your mail dated from June 26th, you say that everything is due to our past actions and thoughts and that we are responsible for that. Thus if I understand correctly, the key word is: responsibility, which can teach us effectively to be more responsible in relation with our thoughts, etc.
Every thing happens according to our past and present actions only. That is the inevitable divine law (called by many as karmic influence)
2. In your mail from today, you say that everything happens from Master's will. So, if I understand correctly, my daughter is married with this "very strange man", and it's Master's will... I wonder about the success of my little business: I try to take apropriate decisions about this business, but if I fully understand you, I shouldn't worry because, anyway, success or failure, it will be Master's will.