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always found in the heart and not outside and that is the truth though environment does help.
Sensuousness
1. Occasionally, during meditation, I get sensual thoughts and I feel guilty about it.
Sensual thoughts are bound to be there and we can control ourselves through meditational practices on points A and B. If Kama and Krodha are that easy to get rid off then all would be saints. Understand that your expectations should match your practices. We meditate in the early hours of the day and if we get sensual thoughts there must be over indulgence in the preceding night or we must have read some rubbish material or seen movies of a lower order.
2. I hereby report that I did have some sensuous thoughts for two – three days continuously and I was rather distressed because of them but they have slowly withered away and I am feeling stronger now.
Why should you be distressed when these things are going away from the system. If it is a distress due to your past actions you are trying to reopen the fire that has died down.
Contentment
1. These days I feel strong confidence, dependence and yearning for Rev. Master. I feel simply content with the very thought of Master.
Santushti is one of the major gains in the path and we should be grateful to God for such a blessing.
2. These days I am feeling calm, but eager to reach the goal at the earliest for which I have to do my sadhana more intensively. I am trying to do best, but unable to do up to the expectations. Kindly help me.

























































































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