Page 28 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

85. Meditations: Feeling of insignificance.
That is a quantum leap from self centeredness and we should be grateful to Master.
86. Meditations: Increasing silence and naturalness.
Real blessing of high order. May this increase further.
87. Meditations: Frequency and intensity of thoughts has reduced and there are longer periods of silence. There used to be a lot of anticipitation and mental effort. This has significantly reduced; Feelings of dependency and devotion; Very light feeling with loss of body consciousness.
These are good symptoms of progress and these feelings will refine and become part of your being in due course.
88. Some days there is dull sate with lack of steadiness. Most of the meditation is spent chasing mundane household and work related thoughts.
Try not to chase the thoughts but learn to ignore them.
89. I have been given more responsibility at work with a tight schedule. Lot of thoughts have been coming regarding this.
It is natural but our steadfastness in meditating on the divine light will overcome this problem.
90. Work related thoughts in the beginning of meditations.
If the supposition to meditate on the divine light without luminosity is given properly at the beginning of meditation this should not arise in the beginning of meditation. Thoughts like this may arise during meditation as the mind is not yet settled on the object of meditation. If you keep the heart where it beats to be the object then this may also not arise.
91. Awareness of thoughts leaving but content was not known. Remembrance of Rev. Master and Rev. Sir was there. Felt steady feelings of calmness and plainness.