Page 31 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
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I am reminded of Pandit Nehru saying that “I am not interested in excuses and explanations. I am interested in knowing what is done for the good of the Nation.” I may not be quoting him properly as I heard this in my X class and retain only the wisdom and not the words. If that is useful to you I shall be happy and naturally you too should be.
101. Doing regularly. Feel masters grace during meditation and feeling continues for some time. Sometimes during meditation feel there is a state beyond where there is total freedom but do not enter that state.
It is necessary that we have to learn the lesson of waiting and patience and particularly so during meditation. Then we gain many things about which we never knew earlier. Seeking is not a good condition of prayer. Please do read the Commandment 2 and its commentary by our beloved Babuji Maharaj.
102. Generally, I start my morning meditation between 6:00 to 6:30. For the first 2 weeks, I felt home sick & the thoughts about my family were bothering me very much during my meditation.
This is but natural in your case as you are away from Home and parents.
103. Before morning meditation, I pray & do point B meditation. Occasionally, I viewed sight of KCN Sir.
Please always keep the divine light without luminosity as the object of meditation; then no sight or picture will come before you. We have to go beyond form and name and keep this in view always.
104. Most of the times feel calm and subtle. Certain times felt like expansion of body. Feel lightness both physically and sensational. Sometimes feel disturbed due to physical pain of body.
I understand this is what you feel during meditations. Kindly note that expansion in spirituality means only expansion of consciousness which means we are becoming sensitive to things beyond our body and mind. Feeling light during meditation is good and is indicative of the influence of Pranahuti in the system.
105. After Meditation: Somedays during meditation I observed as witness that many impressions were moving out. But immediately after meditation I observed calmness and emptiness with very good balance.

























































































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