Page 46 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Thoughts will come but we need not bother about them and continue our task of thinking about the divine light.
54. Trainer gave me a sitting last week, I had a headache at the beginning and then it was very smooth and gentle.
I do not think the sitting has anything to do with head ache. You may kindly note that it is always better to remember and note the positive side of the situation/experience and trivia needs no mention.
55. I felt explosion in my consciousness in the heart once during individual sitting and during satsang.
Some of the words you use really donot convey what you want to convey. Explosion is a very aggressive word and its use in spirituality is rather odd. I understand your condition and there is considerable development of viveka. It would be better if you can find some time in your busy schedule of study some time to read the literature of the Master. Clarity in expression would then emerge automatically.
56. I am very grateful for the in-abstentia sittings that I have been having from you every month and would request if instead, I can come personally every alternate month.
I do not understand the need for coming in person to take a sitting while the same can be had in absentia. If you do not find me near you you will never find me in my place. You should know spirituality knows no limits of space and time. Further while I appreciate your interest in your spiritual growth I feel sad that you do not consider the need for your serving others spiritually. Please do not take your work easily and try to work hard for the Master which will mostly take care of your progress too.
57. Report after meditation to be filled by Abhyasi after an Individual Sitting:
a) General Condition as felt by the aspirant: Nothing specific
Dear brother, There would have been some condition: to say nothing specific would mean already there is a decision to call some conditions as specific or special. Recording the condition as it existed is most important.