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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM
Daasa. There is no doubt about it. But then, that does not lead us anywhere, but we have got to totally surrender. Here is a question of Vidya, a Spandan. When we come to a stage where we say that we do not exist, we come to a stage of Prana which becomes Pranasya Pranah, that is a state when we are totally in a negated condition, then alone divinity expresses itself.
When we sit in meditation we should not think that we are meditating ourselves. That is why even in the asana of the system we have got a bent posture. A bent posture is suggested instead of very straight posture. The reason for that is we try to retain our dignity. Apart from these two things, what should an abhyasi practice? What is the most important thing that a person should develop. I would say it is an awareness of the goal in your heart all the time. We must be conscious of what we are trying for, we must know that the goal is something that is accessible to us, that is available for us and that we are moving towards it. Everyone of our actions, everyone of our thoughts shall be only inclined towards that. This, of course, is done in several methods so far as I see. I remember the Master, Babuji Maharaj, as far as I can,
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