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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM
since it was solidified in that particular thought it becomes very difficult for a trainer to remove that because he also thinks it is difficult and he will not remove at all. After all what is wrong in repeating Babuji Maharaj’s name. Generally what happens is this particular thought, if goes on repeating itself, then a person is trying towards it by thinking, he also gets the same importance, then if he has to remove, how does he remove? He will not have any inclination to remove at all first, so that is why it falls under superfine grossness. These are all the things which are so much pure, gross but pure in the sense of pure thought, but then it is gross only. What we should bring is the consciousness of Babuji Maharaj rather than image of Babuji Maharaj. What we should be aware of is that we are the instruments of the Divine in the personality of Sri Ram Chandraji Maharaj rather than people who are just seeking His blessings.
Now, if all have the confidence as I have which I think should pray and I have been praying is that I have been blessed is a feeling that I have always, it is not out of arrogance I am saying this. The reason is that I feel, I have the grace of Sri Ram Chandraji Maharaj, that means I am the most lucky fellow in this world. The
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