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ROLE OF ABHYASI
same is the situation with all of you. We have the grace of the Divine. We feel it, we experience it, we live with it. So, this one factor of Divine grace which we have got is something that is totally a new course, it is really something that we have not done anything in this present life to deserve that particular aspect. The condition of receiving the grace of Master which many others are not able to get it. The feeling of calmness, the feeling of balancedness, the feeling of pious attitude, the feeling of total absorption to the extent that we really do not remember anything of our own, even if we feel only for a few seconds or a few minutes a day is something that every other saint has tried for ages for only that particular one minute only.
On the other hand, we are having everyday at least few minutes given to us, where we feel or we are merged in that divine consciousness. Those of you who have read some books on yoga, you will find that how difficult it was for them even to have a small glimpse but that glimpse itself they call it as Realisation. We are having the moments of Realisation everyday several times. So I really do not think that I deserve it and it is something of a fortune that has been given to me. Therefore, I do not seek His blessings, I have it. What I
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