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just not to say that we are diverting of course, if we are nearer to Him we will be able to remember Him also, otherwise we cannot even remember Him. All the time let us be aware of our own weaknesses, by trying to place it before Him and say this is what is making us not to reach Him and this is what makes us not allow Him to function through us. What is it that prevents Divinity to function towards us. It is only our selfishness. It is only our own interest that is standing in the way of the Divine. So, if we can go on placing before Him and accept His suggestion that He has given and mainly think that it is the Master who is having all this interest and which leads us later to the concept of a trustee and then we are stabilised ourselves in what is called constant remembrance.
The constant remembrance I think is unfortunately misunderstood in our system. By which it is not that we should go on repeating the name of Babuji Maharaj or Ram Chandraji Maharaj, as if it is some sort of a mantra. If we are going to repeat His name several times just like that of a mantra, grossness will be developed. It is very difficult for any trainer to get it removed. Because this grossness is of a peculiar variety which is fine by its very nature and
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