Page 194 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 1

BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM
have I do not have to seek. Majority of the abhyasis commit a mistake of seeking it again and again what they have. We should not do that mistake. I call it as ingratitude. He has already given what we need. What is it that we are asking Him again. What we should do is to see that He functions. He is with us is well known now. What is it I should do as an abhyasi? I should see to it that He alone exhibits Himself and not me. Not my perversities, not my ways of living. It is He and He alone who should express Himself in us. Then alone sadhaka is really playing the role of a true abhyasi.
A true abhyasi would be one as Babuji Maharaj Himself said, “on seeing an abhyasi, one should ask who is your Master”. This is possible only when we live a life where other people are impressed by it and they ask us what is it in us, who is the person guiding us and this person has got to be known. Not that I have been perfect but many people asked me what is it that makes you to talk like this, what is it that makes you to have this courage, what is it that makes you always calm. Though people have seen me in real anger, they immediately came to know and say, “Sir, we know, you are not against us but you are against this particular principle. What is it that makes you to talk like this?”
190