Page 125 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Emptyness is a relative word. Try to understand the essence of the same. It is wiser to be in an attitude of gratitude to Master and then our day becomes richer.
42. Over the past few months I was trying to adjust to the situation at my home while pursuing my sadhana. I found that it was challenging to do sadhana without inviting a negative opinion on ISRC/Master because of the way I handle domestic situations and my behavior. I found that most of the time I was not planning things, however simple they are, properly.
Congratulate yourself. Nindak is a quality of a saint. Kindly read Dr. K.C.V.’s commentary on Ten Commandments.
43. When someone comments about Rev Master’s path without knowing anything about the path, I get very angry. I do not show that anger to the person. The persons I am referring to are non-abyasis. For example, one person said that “Meditation will take only to Kaivalyam” referring to PAM. Situation is such that I could not react. But my mind attacks such statements and my thought revolves as if I am answering such statements even in meditation and cleaning. For 2 days at least my thought pattern remains like this and continues when I remember such statements. I cannot let go and dismiss such statements as useless. My mind keeps attacking that. What should I do to let go and look ahead?
As a rule do not discuss matters relating to sadhana with all and sundry. Next even if someone opens up the topic behave as if you are dumb and mute. Our mind should be on the Master whatever we do and we need not react to every statement made for or against sadhana.
44. Feeling of calmness and lightness throughout the day and feeling that Master is close.
It is good that you are shifting towards more positive thinking in natural way.
45. At work place, issues were present at the same time, at personal front marriage got finalized. Had some worries related to this.
Dependency on Master is the key to solve most of the problems. The funniest thing about life is that problems get solved on their own and it is only our attachment to things, persons and actions that make us feel we are doing